MYFAILURE LOVE

Hai,
This is Peera iam glad to introduce me &nothingelse to tell about me but i want to say some thin about me.
Iam always a person who takes life so causual and take litly about future,
but one day it happen 2 me also that is happening 2 every one now a days thats is nothing but LOVE.
she is GOUSIYA she is my neighbour &she is 8Th standered and iam 10th finished at that time. in my first look its 6am she came by pink panjbi dress and passed beside of me and i had no impression on her and went out. After some she came to my house and talking to my mom about some thing and saw her & stunned 2 her bcoz she is too cool and like angel & may be first time i thought abt her to live her with whole of my 2 spend with her...........................Bcoz
One fine day i came 2 that her birthday is 29nov and iam excited 2 propose my love 2 her but not on that day, the next day @6clock I tried 2 give a card and say wishes but she went seriously......... after some days one call came 2 my house and her frds told she loves me and she is shy to talk 2 u and told 2 propose.
NOW that iam happy and gone her and gave DAIRY MILK (Darling always i remember you mingling kissess) 2 her & took smillingly went away, the love started

He comes 2 intermediate and its easy 2 meet her but before that i shold give introduction she is only daughtor of her parents she is very happy with mom and dad, but when they came 2 know abt our love they left from tht area and gone other area may that made easy us to meet her but in that time her mom got bone cancer and made her life into first tragedy. and tragedy in her life iam loosing her now her mom is passed away and father and not talking 2 her properly and going marry someother lady. she is fcing so many prob no one 2 help her except me may be its our lifes are wasted..........but b4 i used waste all my dayto meet 4minutes aday when she was going college 4r 2 years i spent she said some times if imiss one day also ur only last hope in my life plz meet everyday but i had sex 4 times also...........

she never want 2 loose me at any cost but it happend bcoz of my familly bcoz my family in finacal trouble and made myself wrong step and married some other girl but three are suffering one is gousiya more than anyone else &other my self &lastone my wife...........
my love started 2001 march 7th and its coutinuinsy life ......................
PEERA GOUSIYA